Not as planned 1.5 - Katsuki and Eijiro von Puraido (A/B/O Verse) ================================================================================ Kapitel 3: Katsuki Bakugo: +2 Years ----------------------------------- After New Year Katsuki’s throat was really sore, he joked that he was out of practice. Michiko offered him to go into the mountains for ‘training’, whenever he felt the need to just scream. Katsuki said that he would take her up on this offer from time to time. The first time was in February when Eijiro posted pictures of him and his girlfriend Hitomi. He saw the pictures and immediately asked Michiko to go into the mountains with him. A bit confused why this came all of a sudden, she followed him. They hiked up the mountain, deep into the forest to a cabin. They would stay there for the night. Katsuki started screaming as soon as all the bags were secure in the cabin. He went into the forest with Michiko and she let him scream. After a while, Katsuki had calmed down enough and Michiko asked him again, why he was so upset. “Because of Eijiro’s girlfriend Hitomi!” he growled. “Oh, how come?” Michiko looked at him with a quizzical look. He sighed. “It’s a stupid omega jealousy thing. I don’t know” he sounded beyond frustrated. “Look, I used to date Eijiro and I am still in love with him. And … I-I am fucking jealous of Hitomi! But my fucking problem is, she’s a damn nice person! I don’t want to hate her! She’s pretty, she’s polite, she’s a god damn sweetheart! How can I hate her? She’s so nice, it feels wrong to hate her! But my stupid omega part still fucking despises her! She’s perfect for Eijiro, I know that. She makes him happy and I am happy for him. But still, I am so fucking pissed that she’s the one who makes him happy! And not me! I … it doesn’t make any sense! I swore to myself that I was over Eijiro! It’s pointless to still be in love with him!” Michiko leaned against a tree and observed him quietly. She let him ramble, he really needed it. “Why am I such a fucking bad person? Why am I jealous of Hitomi? She did nothing wrong!” He paced through the forest. Michiko pushed herself off the tree and walked over to him. She smiled at him. “Hey, now that you screamed, take some deep breaths to calm down.” Katsuki tried his best to breathe calmly. “Okay, well, I get it, it must be absolutely terrible to see the person you love with someone else.” “Yeah, it is!” Katsuki growled. “I thought I had it under control. Hero work should come first and all, and the Agents of Khaoz et cetera, but every time I’m with them and they act all lovey-dovey I just can’t help it!” “Hm, you know that you should be careful with your thoughts around Hitomi? She’s a mind reader.” Michiko mentioned. Katsuki froze. “What?” “Yeah, her quirk is Mind Reader. She can’t turn it off and she reads all the thoughts of the people around her.” All color faded from Katsuki’s face, he grabbed strands of his hair and he looked down to the ground. “Oh shit! Oh fucking SHIT” Katsuki murmured. “Why did Eijiro not warn me, that she’s a mind reader?!” He was slightly panicked. Michiko raised her eyebrows. “They didn’t tell you?” “No! Fucking hell, what have I thought with her around? Dammit!” He growled. “That’s just great.” “Hey, calm down! I’m sure Eijiro warned Hitomi, that you are his ex. Maybe you can just apologize in your mind when you’re around her, for any inappropriate thoughts or something …” She walked closer to Katsuki and put her hands on his shoulders. “Sorry, I guess my Alpha and Omega are fighting again. It’s fucking confusing.” “Yeah, I can imagine it. Hey, how about we go to the cabin and eat something? I brought some spicy stuff.” She winked at him. “And inside we can talk everything over.” “Sounds good” Katsuki sighed and Michiko pulled him back to the cabin. She made food for them while Katsuki still rambled. When dinner was ready, they sat on the king-size bed and ate. “Do you want to tell me, what happened between you and Eijiro? And Deku?” She tilted her head. “Well, uh … sure, I can do that” and then he summarized what had happened between the three of them. And why he wasn’t on speaking terms with Eijiro for a long time, why Deku had left, and why he was still in love with Eijiro after everything. They finished eating and Katsuki absentmindedly prepared a nest in the bed while talking. Even though many things had changed since he started transitioning, he still had the urge to nest, especially in stressful situations. Michiko watched him moving the blankets and rearranging the pillows while she listened carefully. Eventually, Katsuki finished his story and laid down in the nest. He patted on the mattress to invite Michiko back in. She had to sit outside while he prepped it. She climbed back in and sat criss-cross applesauce. “I must say, it happened quite a lot” she mumbled. “Yeah, I fucked up pretty badly, but it also fucked me up. It’s like a curse, I … I’m still in love with both of them. But they are gone, Deku left the country and Eijiro has a girlfriend, and the more I think about it, the more I overthink my feelings and the more I fall in love with them. Isn’t that terrible?” he whined. “I just want it to stop!” Michiko patted his hair. “This is indeed a difficult situation …” she started. “Have you ever tried to find someone else? I mean there are lots of platforms for dating. Maybe if you look for someone else you can shift your feelings away from these two” she suggested. “I don’t know … I don’t really have time for dating, besides, I’m kinda afraid what Khaoz will do if I find someone …” “Yeah, that fear is valid …” Michiko mumbled and laid back next to Katsuki. They both stared at the ceiling. “You said your alpha and omega are still fighting, how are you handling your transition?” Michiko questioned. “Hm, I still struggle sometimes, it’s quite hard when your omega wants one thing but the alpha wants another thing. As of yet, they are still like two different people inside of me, arguing, the doctors say it will fuse into one eventually. I just have to endure it in the meantime.” He sighed. “I tried to stop myself from nesting … but as you can see, it’s no use, really …” he scoffed. “Not very alpha-like.” “Ah, don’t worry about it. Besides, I like nests, they are always so comfortable. It’s amazing what you made, just out of some blankets and pillows” she praised. Katsuki blushed a little. “Thanks … hm, are you in many nests?” he asked. “Yeah, I rut share with multiple omegas and their nests are always amazing! They are so heavenly, yet so diverse in looks. I really like that. I wish I could do something like that” she laughed. Katsuki pursed his lips. “How does it feel to have no urge to nest? I still can’t imagine it, even though I try to. They said my urge would become weaker, but nope.” “Hm, I mean, it’s hard to say, I … I just don’t feel the need to build a nest for myself. I mean, I like to look at and lie in nests, but build one on my own,” she shook her head, “no, that’s not something I really have on my mind. I mean, in middle school I tried to build a nest, but … I don’t know, I just got, hmpf, bored or something so I stopped eventually.” “You did? Why?” Katsuki turned around to look at her. “Because I presented very early, I presented at age fourteen.” “Wow, that’s early!” Katsuki raised his eyebrows. “Yeah, exactly, and I’m sure you can guess what some people did, especially the girls were little bitches. They mocked me for having a dick now,” she scoffed, “I wasn’t allowed – by them – to change in the girl changing rooms, they were ‘afraid’ I would do stuff with them, even though my dick doesn’t grow unless I enter my rut. That’s why I had to change with the guys who just stared at my female parts. I hated that too.” “Ouch, middle schoolers can be really nasty … Is that the reason you tried to nest?” “Hm-m, yeah, but it didn’t last long, as I said. I had to actively think about nesting and eventually, I just didn’t do that anymore and it stopped. So,” she looked towards him, “I don’t find it weird or something that you still nest. You can keep that part, honestly” she reassured him. “Thanks …” he rolled on his back again. “So, did you ever think of transitioning to omega then?” “Sometimes, especially when I was younger I hated my body. And of course, I was too stubborn to talk to a therapist about it, nah, I rather burned myself instead of seeking help,” she sighed, “but when I got older, I learned to live with it. I still have dysphoria when I enter my pre-rut and rut, but for most of the time, it’s okay. I mean, I got my dick only like four times a year so … yeah” she shrugged. Katsuki nodded. “I hated my body during my heats too. Especially how it made me talk about pups and everything, I even expressed that I wanted pups from Deku and Eijiro right then and there … so embarrassing.” “Yikes, okay, yeah, I understand that this can be quite embarrassing and awkward.” “Yeah, I mean, can you imagine the guy, that was chained to the pedestal at the sports festival, running around with a huge baby bump? I don’t know,” he scoffed, “I still can’t see myself being pregnant, like ever! Even though my instincts tell me to get knocked up every time I enter my heat.” He groaned. “Yeah, sometimes nature fucks you over …” Michiko sighed. “True …” They talked about various things in the night, before they slept, it didn’t bother Katsuki, that he had to share the bed with Michiko. When the next day arrived they packed their stuff and returned back to civilization, Katsuki felt much better now. A few days later he met up with Eijiro and Hitomi again, he did apologize for any inconvenience he caused her, via his thoughts. She was quite surprised, but she promised that it was not a problem at all. She could understand him. The months passed and unfortunately, his contact with Deku became less, he seemed to be very busy and every time they video called, he looked completely exhausted. Katsuki asked him if everything was alright, but it was Deku after all, so of course, he would say everything was fine. Katsuki would spend much time with Toya instead, they got along so well and he tried to comfort Toya when Hawks and he had a big argument, Hawks was still after Endeavor and it pissed Toya off so much. He complained to Katsuki and he let him. He could understand how weird it was for him. He imagined that he would react the same way when Izuku tried to advance on his mother. A creepy shiver ran through his body after that thought. Nope, he didn’t need that! Slowly the media seem to get that he wasn’t just a sidekick. They would call him pro hero now and that made Katsuki happy. He was very successful – aside from the Khaoz cases – and he won on popularity fairly quickly. He climbed the ranks in the Hero Billboard charts very fast and he was in the Top 30 in no time. He got a lot of support from young people who were also of the wrong secondary gender. He talked a lot about his case and he inspired many young people to come forward. But like everything, there weren’t just positive things about it. A big group of transphobic people made the devil out of him, for “ruining their children”. They would constantly misgender him as omega, it pissed him off, but he knew that he couldn’t blow up publicly. He met up with Denki, they hadn’t seen each other for quite a while. Denki, Hitoshi, and Kyoka had gotten a job in Osaka and they had moved there. Denki worked for another electricity user. Her name was Shaira, she was an alpha, and she was from the US. She taught him a lot of incredible stuff and after a year of not seeing him, Katsuki was surprised how much progress he had made with his quirk. He lived in an apartment with Hitoshi and Kyoka, they were working for Shaira too, albeit more in the stealth and reconnaissance department. Denki on the other hand was in the more offensive department. Shaira had thought him how to control his electricity to a degree that allowed him to manipulate electromagnetism. He was now able to walk on metal walls and move small metal objects. Otherwise, Denki was doing great too, he was on hormones and he looked more feminine now, than he had before, his omega scent had seemingly settled now, he smelled like violets and peaches, but when he got angry, the ozone smell was pretty strong. Denki also made himself strong for trans people, especially for betas who want to transition to omegas. Unlike Katsuki however, he didn’t face that many transphobic comments, he was generally considered and referred to as an omega, even from the same transphobes that called Katsuki omega. It was honestly infuriating. July came around and he got a surprise call from Deku. Katsuki hadn’t heard from Deku since April. Katsuki was very happy to hear from him. He asked how everything was going and Deku was kinda shy about it. Katsuki could see the tired look on his face and he asked again if he was alright. Deku eventually confessed that it was really hard at the moment, he had been on a mission with Kairi, and the things he had seen, were terrifying to him. He was with her during a war mission and he just couldn’t get it out of his head. All those lives were lost. Katsuki was shocked to hear, that he went to war with her. He tried to comfort him, as much as he could, but it wasn’t really effective over a monitor. He wished he could be there for him. Deku asked him if he wanted to visit the next year on his birthday. He would try to invite the whole class to Thailand. Katsuki’s eyes widened. “Yes! Absolutely! I wanted to ask you if I can visit you for so long!” «I’m very happy to hear that. And again, I’m sorry for being away for so long … I can’t wait until next year» Deku gave him a tired smile. And that was that. The evening came and he talked with Eijiro about it. “What? He plans to invite all of us?” He raised his eyebrows. “Yes, next year, ah, I can’t wait!” Katsuki was almost jumping up and down. “Someone seems excited” Eijiro mentioned. “Yes! I mean, I haven’t seen him for so long now! I wanted to visit him for some time, but he won’t give me the address” he gritted his teeth. “You know you can just google Ridgway Hotel, no?” “What?” Katsuki looked at him confused. “Did you forget that Kairi’s daughter has a hotel?” he pulled out his phone. And showed him the location. “Here it is. And I guess he’s somewhere in the vicinity.” Katsuki stared at Eijiro flabbergasted. “I … I must have missed that, I didn’t know she had a hotel! Why did no one tell me that? So I could have visited him all the time?” He ruffled through his hair. “I mean, technically yes, but I guess you should ask him if that’s okay, I mean he left for a reason.” He shrugged. Katsuki was very frustrated about this fact but happy that he now finally knew where Izuku lived. Ochako called him sometime later to ask if Izuku had contacted him too, about the visit next year. He confirmed that. Ochako was working with Tsuyu, Hanta, and Tenya in a team and they were incredibly efficient. They shattered everyone’s expectations of them tenfold. They were very popular and they got an incredible boost due to the popularity of the Iida family. All four of them were in the Top 30 too and even before Katsuki. Ochako was excited to visit Izuku next year too, and so were the other three. They were thankful that Izuku gave them such a long notice before, so they could plan their vacation. Michiko had absolutely no problem with that, either. She reserved the vacation for Katsuki. She was happy for him, to meet up with Deku again. Many criminals were caught by Dynamight and slowly but surely he climbed in the Top 20. He was now even before Michiko, Satsuki, and Kuroko, but not Sougo. They congratulated him on that. It was November when Toya helped Katsuki again with his heat. He made sure that Katsuki was well hydrated and fed, and Katsuki was thankful for that. After his heat, Katsuki asked, what was wrong. He could see, that something was on Toya’s mind. “What’s wrong?” Katsuki ask, he changed the sheets from his nest and started to rearrange them. “It’s my fucking dad and Keigo!” “Wait, are they …” Katsuki didn’t dare to speak it out loud. Toya growled. “Not yet … I guess! But Keigo is shamelessly flirting with him, and ever since Enji and mom got a bond scrubbing it’s been worse.” Katsuki laid down in the nest, and he patted next to him. Toya joined him. “It’s so fucking annoying, it’s irritating me, that my friend is after my dad! My fucking abusive dad that is! I mean, I guess he changed somewhat, but I’m still pissed at him.” “No one expects you to forgive him, if you can’t, you can’t and that is a valid reason. But yeah, I would be irritated too. I mean, good, okay, Keigo didn’t know probably that you are Endeavor’s son, but still … It’s such a large age gap, I mean, he’s younger than you, that’s weird.” “See! That’s my problem! Keigo can probably have any alpha if he just moves those wings of his, but no! He’s still after my father! And he won’t stop talking about him even though I told him multiple times I don’t want to hear that! Arrgh!” Toya growled. Katsuki hugged him and they stayed like that for a while, that was the least he could do for his friend. “How do the others think about that?” Katsuki asked. “Shoto and Natsuo are not really thrilled. Fuyumi tries to understand it and Mom … she says it’s not of her concern, Keigo is a legal adult and he can do whatever he wants. She didn’t state her opinion but I think she doesn’t like it either, but more the fact that dad could potentially be with someone younger than me and not with someone else entirely. It’s a mess!” Katsuki nodded and Toya snuggled closer. “Damn, just imagine they mate and Keigo becomes my step-parent … brrr, or they have pups! Hotaru would be older than her aunt or uncle … that’s so weird!” The alpha grimaced. “Yeah, that would be weird, now that you mention it.” “This family is a dumpster fire … it’s not going to be better, right?” Toya looked up at him. “I don’t think so …” “Great! Why can’t I have a normal family?” he groaned. Katsuki comforted him to the best of his abilities. It was hard, however, how could you make someone feel better after something like this? Like last year the Moruga agency went to the plateau and they screamed. Toya screamed that his family drama would stop and Katsuki screamed that all those idiots wouldn’t call him omega any longer, and if not alpha he would even be okay with Alpha-Omega. He couldn’t wait for July next year, he would do his absolute best until then, to climb into the top ten. Hosted by Animexx e.V. 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